谈什么恋爱，我有音乐就够了|163

2017.12.29 卢卡随记

习惯一个可怕的词语

习惯依赖习惯挥霍

习惯生活一成不变习惯安于现状

习惯所有本不该成为习惯的习惯

当生活不如理想中发展

所谓的习惯便开始被洞悉识破直至死亡

许多从前认定的事情开始动摇了

许多从前喜爱的事物被迫放弃了

年轻的孩子勿妄想戏剧化人生

梦想有时候太过于虚无缥缈

靠不近摸不着抓不住

如木心先生说“生活最佳状态是冷冷清清地风风火火”

该慢下来了吧生活本不该如此

最怕又本是如此

格鲁吉亚与德国巧克力红酒

昨日成为卢卡新宠儿

淡淡的巧克力香是我偏爱的味道

平日量不大一杯即可

别问我是否喜欢喝酒这等愚蠢问题

若是从前我会说它是一种情怀

易入眠是我近日喝酒的理由

洋酒和香烟并非好物

是为孤单的人儿度过漫长的黑夜

音乐

只为孤独的人儿享受无尽的黑夜

至于意义自己理解便可

模棱两可的东西本来就是两种性质

“用音乐来发脾气当然最惬意”

随意慵懒的调子是我偏爱的音乐旋律

蓝调爵士灵魂乐

又或者什么风格都不是

准确来说应该什么都不是的

迷幻音乐

不敢说音乐是我的全部

但用音乐发脾气是我常干的事

所以

谈什么恋爱，有音乐就够了

MUSIC SHARE 1

Name : Bleed Bleed Bleed

Band：Thieves Like Us

Date：2012年03月13日

“我直言不讳，我不惧约束，我横冲直撞，我直来直往，一定有人对我撒了谎”

先给大家推荐一首我最爱的音乐，来自德国的乐队Thieves Like Us，网上很少关于这个乐队的资料。第一次听Bleed，被迷幻的前奏所吸引，第2秒开始身体变不自觉地跟随音乐摇动，马上被我收了。适合夜晚喝一点点小酒，在酒精的催化下跟着旋律摇动身体，慵懒的女声不得不令人沉迷于此，中毒至深。

怎么办，想穿上我的丝绒小吊带，喝着格鲁吉亚，在昏暗的房间里跳舞。

《歌词》

Slow down and lay low

Against the rhythm of the time
I can’t change I can’t hide
From the rhythm and the rules
And I’ll say what I want to
Say what I want to say to them
And I’ll do what I want to
Do what I want to do anyway
There must be someone telling a lie to me
Live low or lay down
For the dollar and the dime
It’s their tune and their game
You can only play to lose
I don’t breathe for your money
Breathe for your money
Breathe for you
I don’t bleed for your money
Bleed for your money
Bleed for you
Easy to cheat
Easy to hide
And then you disappear

MUSIC SHARE 2

Name：Plastic Sea

Band：Minks

Date：2013年8月

“我独自潜入这虚无的幻境之海，迷失在幻梦的温存里”

听这首歌会让我想起那句话：“那时候爱上一个人不是因为你有车有房，而是那天下午阳光很好，你正好穿了一件白衬衫”。旋律温柔如风，如同夏日午后的阳光。虽然歌词稍许简单，但不得不让人沉醉于这酥麻的声音里。

那个画面就像，某个夏天的早晨，我们出发去郊外露营，白天看风景、晒太阳，在海边戏水，傍晚在农庄烧烤，夜晚一起看星星。

很甜，很暧昧，像当初我们刚在一起那会儿。

《歌词》

I sail myself to the plastic sea

When I dove into warm
Sail myself to the plastic sea
She dove in chasing after me
He's now strawberry fields in heaven
He's now strawberry fields in heaven

I sail myself to the plastic sea
When I dove into warm
I Sail myself to the plastic sea
She dove in chasing after me
He's now strawberry fields in heaven
He's now strawberry fields in heaven

MUSIC SHARE 3

Name：K.

Band：Cigarettes After Sex

Date：2016年11月15日

“当你从头到脚穿黑衣服的时候，

我觉得我最喜欢你了。

当你和我在一起时，

我觉得我最喜欢你了”

我记得最开始是被这个乐队的名字“事后烟”所吸引，不禁让我浮想联翩，挺有趣，于是便去搜他们的专辑，主唱是Greg Gonzalez，2008年组建乐队，2012年推出他们的首张 EP《I.》这几年一直不温不火，却在一年前突然在网络上爆红。

Cigarettes After Sex的音乐简约、朦胧、浪漫，主唱雌雄莫辨的声音，有一种黑色电影的质感，而这首《K.》正如这支乐队的名字，它会让你联想到躺在床上的感觉。

情欲是一种荷尔蒙，听这首歌容易出事。

《歌词》

I remember when I first noticed that

you liked me back
We were sitting down in a restaurant waiting for the check
We had made love earlier that day with no strings attached
But I could tell that something had changed how you looked at me then
Kristen, come right back
I've been waiting for you to slip back in bed
When you light the candle
And on the Lower East Side you're

dancing with me now
And I'm taking pictures of you with flowers on the wall
Think I like you best when you're dressed in black from head to toe
Think I like you best when you're just with me
And no one else...
Kristen, come right back
I've been waiting for you to slip back in bed
When you light the candle
And I'm kissing you lying in my room
Holding you until you fall asleep
And it's just as good as I knew it would be
Stay with me I don't want you to leave...
Kristen, come right back
I've been waiting for you to slip back in bed
When you light the candle

MUSIC SHARE 4

Name：Yes I'm Changing

Band：Tame Impala

Date：2015年7月18日

“生活不可避免的向前，

你我之间进退无路已没有未来”

怎么介绍这首歌好呢，changing是我心情低落时会听的一首歌，旋律和歌词都在诉说对生活的无奈，“They say people never change, but that's bullshit”是我最喜欢的一句词，人是会变的，所以别对任何人产生依赖，除了你自己。

我正在改变，我正在痛苦，我放不下，但没有办法了，必须放你走。Fu*k，always bullshit。

《歌词》

I was raging, it was late

In the world my demons cultivate
I felt the strangest emotion but it wasn't hate,

for once
Yes I'm changing, yes I'm gone
Yes I'm older, yes I'm moving on
And if you don't think it's a crime you can come along, with me
Life is moving, can't you see
There's no future left for you and me
I was holding and I was searching endlessly
But baby, now there's nothing left that I can do so
So don't be blue
There is another future waiting there for you
I saw it different, I must admit
I caught a glimpse, I'm going after it
They say people never change, but that's bullshit, they do
Yes I'm changing, can't stop it now
And even if I wanted I wouldn't know how
Another version of myself I think I found, at last
And I can't always hide away
Curse indulgence and despise the fame
There's a world out there and it's calling my name
And it's calling yours, girl it's calling yours too
It's calling yours too, it's calling yours too, it's calling yours too
It's calling out for you
Arise and walk, come through
Someone beyond that door is calling out for you
Arise and walk, come through
It's calling out for you
Arise and walk, come through
Someone beyond that door is calling out for you

MUSIC SHARE 5

Name：Somewhere

Band：Yuck

Date：2013年09月30日

“我不能再停留在黑暗中了”

Somewhere是一首很丧、且适合下雨天无限循环的歌单，我经常写稿的时候会放这首，平缓低沉的调子比较容易找灵感。没有刻意听歌词，却听出孤独的感觉，像诗人喃喃自语，又像低声浅吟。

我嘛，偶尔需要这样的音乐来缓解心情。

你呢？就不清楚了。

《歌词》

I’m so cold and down today

I'll wear the blues away
I will wait for you
I will see you through
Call off the end
We can pretend
I don’t wanna be
Alone anymore
Somewhere you’ll find
Awake in my mind
Frozen in time
A way back home
There’s a silence in this place
I can hear the sound it makes
Don’t control my heart now
We need to be apart
I cannot be in the dark again With you
Feel the air around you
Let it all surround you
Back on solid ground again
With you
Call off the end
We can pretend
I don’t wanna be
Alone anymore
Somewhere you’ll find
Awake in my mind
Frozen in time
A way back home
Alone again
Alone again
With you
With you
Alone again
Alone again
With you
With you
Call off the end
We can pretend
I don’t wanna be
Alone anymore
Somewhere you’ll find
Awake in my mind
Frozen in time
A way back home (x2)