习惯让自己别幻想太多，习惯把生活过成一场修行|mnews|shtmlhttp|婚姻|生活|背叛

后来他说，其实他在外面还有个儿子。他小心翼翼解释，说自己不是有意隐瞒，只是觉得那孩子跟我无关——直到现在才不得不摊开说。我整个人都懵了，就像一瞬间身体里的力量全被抽空了。旁边哺乳的妈妈笑得热闹，护士们走来走去，只有我站在那，一句话都说不出来。

说真的，这几年谁不是咬牙过日子？谁不是想着反正熬过去就好了？

我们这一代大部分人都挺难的，不光是因为婚姻多了现实考量，更多的是每个人都背着沉甸甸的负担。有时候往前走两步，回头看看自己的年纪，发现不是所有努力都有回报，甚至连遭遇的难堪也没人能分担。

你有没有试过那种感觉？

一边被生活推着、催着各种角色转换：女儿、妻子、母亲，还要扮演一个情绪稳定的大人。可内心明明慌乱的要命，既委屈又无力，像是掉进黑洞，四面八方都找不到出口。

我还记得生孩子那天，疼得哭喊，医生说“孩子还差一厘米”，我攥紧一旁丈夫的手，那是我觉得最安全的人。可是产后他变成了需要我安抚的“大男孩”。你以为会慢慢好起来，可等来的是：“其实外面有个儿子。”

我让自己镇定，没去大吵大闹，因为你知道吗？真正刺痛人的，其实不是所谓“背叛”本身，而是那种彻骨的孤独——原来所有被寄予信任的人，都留了一手，所有你努力营造的生活，在一瞬间崩塌。http://m.360aiipc.com/mnews/76794.shtml
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