什么是感情，感情就是需要两个人共同去维护，如果两个人的感情最后却是只有一个人独自来维持的话，那么我想一定很累吧？其实我们仔细想想也是，两个人感情最后却是一个人在努力地来维持，那么那个维持的人一定会很累。

What is the feeling, the emotion is needs two people to safeguard together, if the two person;s relationship is only one person to maintain alone in the end, then I think must be very tired? In fact, we think about it carefully, the relationship between the two people is finally a person trying to maintain, then the maintenance of the person will be very tired.

你对我的爱，就好像是对我的一种施舍一样。每一次我下定决心要离开的时候，你却又出现在我们的视野里，对我说你爱我，见我的决定彻底的粉碎，你把我的爱，随意的丢在了地上，你没有想过我有多么难过吧？

Your love for me is like a charity to me. Every time I make up my mind to leave, you appear in our field of vision, say to me that you love me, see my decision completely shattered, you left my love on the ground at will, you did not think how sad I am?

其实在我遇到你的那个时候，我一直认为只要我遇到了那个我喜欢的女孩的时候，只要我愿意去付出，就算她不喜欢我，她也会被我的付出所感动。其实我现在才明白了，我们其实不想感动谁，只是我们想要有一个不放弃我们的人而已。

In fact, when I met you, I always thought that as long as I met that girl I like, as long as I was willing to pay, even if she did not like me, she would also be moved by my efforts. In fact, I just understand now, we actually do not want to touch who, but we want to have a person who does not give up on us.

现在我对你依旧很喜欢，但是我不会再去打扰你了，以后我对于你，能做的就是，不诋毁，不祝福，过好自己的每一天，才是我们应该做的事情。

Now I still like you very much, but I will not bother you again, what I can do for you in the future is, do not denigrate, do not bless, live your own every day, is what we should do.

现在的我压力很大，我已经没有时去忘记你了，更没有时间去想你，我现在不想谈感情，只想用心的赚钱，因为我肩上的责任远比你肩上的责任要沉重许多。

Now I am under a lot of pressure, I have not lost to forget you, and there is no time to think about you, I do not want to talk about feelings, just want to make money with heart, because the responsibility on my shoulder is far more burdensome than the responsibility on your shoulder.

你说我离开你没有哭过，其实不是，我只是在你看不到的地方，不崩溃了很多次，也哭过很多次，只不过这一切你都没有见过而已，因为我不想将自己的狼狈的样子出现你的记忆里。

You said I left you did not cry, in fact, I just in places you can not see, did not collapse many times, but also cried many times, but you have not seen all this, because I do not want to look embarrassed in your memory.

朋友看见我很难过，就劝我放弃。理智一直对我说放手吧，但是我的感情却是对我说再等等，万一还有机会了？

When my friend saw that I was sad, he advised me to give up. Reason has been saying to me to let go, but my feelings are to say to me to wait, in case there is still a chance?

在遇到你的那天，我真的很开心，你是我第一个抱过的女孩子，也是我第一个亲过的女孩子，原本我以为你就是我辈子注定到白头的，我还以为和你能好好地谈一个不分手的恋爱了，但是可惜我错了。

On the day I met you, I was really happy. You were the first girl I ever hugged, and the first girl I kissed. Originally, I thought you were meant to be white in my life. I thought I could have a good relationship with you without breaking up, but unfortunately I was wrong.

我想我的离开，你应该很开心吧？

I think you;re happy with my departure, aren;t you?