我想摇醒黑夜,摇醒身边沉睡的时光|外面的世界|总有一天|时光|月光|沉睡|窗外|黑夜

我想摇醒黑夜,摇醒身边沉睡的时光。"夜色难免太黯淡,从此不敢再期盼。"耳机里单曲循环着这首歌,我坐在床边,看着窗外城市的万家灯火,突然就理解了什么叫"人间清醒"。不是顿悟,不是觉醒,只是在某个深夜,忽然发现自己已经很久没有真正"活"过了。那些日子像被按下了倍速键。早晨睁眼,晚上闭眼,中间的十几个小时像流水线上的产品,一模一样地被生产、包装、运走。你以为自己在前进,其实只是在重复。

我们都活成了时间的囚徒。有时候会恍惚,恍惚到分不清今天是周几,分不清上一次开怀大笑是什么时候,分不清那个曾经热泪盈眶的自己去了哪里。手机相册里全是截图和转发的图片,很少有自己拍的风景。朋友圈停留在三天可见,不是为了隐私,是因为真的没什么可发的。生活被压缩成了一个又一个待办事项,完成了就划掉,划掉了就忘记。这种沉睡,比真正的睡眠更可怕。因为你睁着眼睛,却看不见月光;你在人群中,却听不见笑声;你握着手机,却联系不到任何一个真正想说话的人。我想摇醒的,不是别人,是我自己。想摇醒那个曾经会为一首歌单曲循环到天亮的自己,想摇醒那个会在深夜给朋友打电话聊到凌晨的自己,想摇醒那个相信爱情、相信明天、相信人间值得的自己。

可是该怎么醒呢?也许就是从某个微小的瞬间开始。比如抬头看一眼天空,比如认真吃完一顿饭,比如给许久未联系的朋友发一条消息,哪怕只是说一句:"最近还好吗?"比如在该睡觉的时候,不要再刷手机;在该哭的时候,不要强忍着笑;在该放手的时候,不要假装还爱。时光不会等我们准备好。它一直在走,不偏不倚,不快不慢。而我们能做的,就是在它经过的时候,伸手抓住一些什么。可能是一个黄昏,可能是一次对话,可能是一个拥抱,可能只是一个"我在"的回复。这些看起来微不足道的东西,其实就是我们活过的证据。我不知道你现在是不是也和我一样,坐在某个角落,听着某首歌,感觉自己像是被困在了透明的玻璃罩里,看得见外面的世界,却触碰不到。但我想告诉你,黑夜再长,也会有天亮的时候。那些沉睡的时光,那些麻木的日子,那些不痛不痒的重复,总有一天会被你亲手摇醒。

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