一颗心要失望多少次，才会变成荒漠？她曾以为爱是沙漠里的清泉，直到他第四次忘了她的生日。第七次在争吵后摔门而去，第十三次对着手机屏幕笑却对她沉默。后来她不再数了，只是某天发现自己站在镜子前，认不出这个眼睛里没有水的女人。
第一次，大概是在她二十三岁那年。他忘了她的生日。其实也不算完全忘记，凌晨十二点过后，他发来一句“宝宝生日快乐”，附带一个系统自带的蛋糕表情。那时她刚工作，和他挤在出租屋里，厨房台面上放着她下班后给自己买的小小奶油蛋糕，插着一根纤细的蜡烛。手机屏幕的光映亮她期待的脸，又黯下去。他说加班，太忙了。她看着那行字，胸腔里某个地方，轻轻“咔”了一声，像是什么极细微的东西，裂开了一道几乎看不见的纹路。她把蛋糕吃了，奶油有点腻。深夜他回来，带着一身外面的寒气，从背后抱住她，吻她耳垂，说下次一定补过。她在他怀里转身，回抱住他，把脸埋进他肩窝，吸了吸鼻子，说没关系。真的，那时她觉得没关系。爱是沙漠里的清泉，她想，清泉也会有偶尔被风沙暂时掩盖的时候，但泉眼还在，甘洌还在。
风沙却一次比一次凶猛。第四次忘记生日时，他们已搬进贷款买的房子。她早早暗示，明示，甚至提前一周把想去的餐厅链接发给他。那天她特意提早下班，换上他夸过好看的裙子，坐在渐渐暗下来的客厅里。从华灯初上坐到夜色稠浓。他的电话打不通。夜里十一点，他带着酒气回来，看到沙发上沉默的她，愣了一下，随即拍了下额头：“操！真忘了！最近这破项目真要命……”他的懊恼看起来那么真实，烦躁也那么真实。真实到她的失望，都显得有点不合时宜，有点小题大做。那晚她没吵没闹，甚至在他凑过来试图亲吻安抚时，侧脸避开了，平静地说：“去洗澡吧，味儿大。”他嘟嘟囔囔去了浴室。她坐在原地，听着哗哗水声，第一次清晰地感到，那眼名为“爱”的泉，水位似乎下降了一点，露出一点潮湿的、难看的泥泞河床。
然后是争吵。为房贷，为家务，为他永远乱扔的袜子，为谁该去接突然生病的母亲。最初的争吵是激烈的，双方都铆足了劲，要把自己的道理像钉子一样楔进对方的认知里。声音刺耳，话语变成刀，来回切割。第七次，或许第八次？她记不清了，只记得那次争论的起因小得可笑——垃圾桶没套袋子。但累积的疲惫和委屈像火山熔岩，终于找到一个薄弱的出口，汹涌喷发。她说得浑身发抖，眼泪糊了一脸。他起初还辩解，后来脸色铁青，嘴唇抿成一条僵直的线，在她带着哭腔喊出“你根本不在乎我的感受”时，他猛地抓起茶几上的车钥匙，转身，砰！那扇厚重的防盗门被他摔得震天响，整面墙似乎都跟着一颤。
巨响过后，是死一般的寂静。她被那声“砰”钉在原地，连抽泣都忘了。耳朵里嗡嗡作响，盖过了窗外的一切车水马龙。这一次，胸腔里不是细微的“咔”，而是沉闷的“轰”，仿佛某处支撑的梁柱断了，沙石扑簌簌地往下掉，砸在心里，一片钝痛。泉眼被落石堵塞，水流变得细弱，污浊。
再后来，连争吵都稀少了。他待在家的时间越来越像某种形式主义的存在。身体在，灵魂却抽离。最常见的情景是：他陷在沙发里，手机屏幕的光幽幽地映着他无甚表情的脸，拇指快速滑动，时不时，嘴角会勾起一抹她熟悉的、却已久未向她展露的笑意。那笑意很浅，但真实。是对着屏幕里某个笑话，某段视频，或者……某个人？
第十三次。她记得这个数字。那天是他们的结婚纪念日，她没再提醒。傍晚，她端出精心准备的晚餐，他坐下，吃了几口，称赞“味道不错”，然后，手机屏幕亮起，他瞥了一眼，手指开始快速敲击。饭桌上一时只有碗筷的轻响和他打字时细微的“嗒嗒”声。她放下筷子，看着他低垂的、专注的眉眼，和他脸上那抹不自觉的、放松的柔和。她忽然开了口，声音很轻，像怕惊扰了什么：“今天……是我们结婚七周年。”他“嗯”了一声，头也没抬，拇指仍在屏幕上跳跃。几秒后，或许那行字发送完了，他才突然反应过来，猛地抬头：“啊？哦！对！瞧我这记性……”他的歉意浮在表面，眼神里还残留着方才与屏幕交流时的愉悦余温，那余温和眼前的她、和这个“纪念日”，格格不入。她笑了笑，说：“没事，快吃吧，菜要凉了。”那一刻，她清晰地感觉到，心里那眼泉，最后一丝孱弱的流动，停止了。不是轰然倒塌，而是悄无声息地，凝固，干涸。再也渗不出一滴水。原来，心的荒漠化，最终不是以愤怒或眼泪为标志，而是以沉默，以一种极致的、荒凉的平静为终点。
她不再数了，数不清，也没必要了。日子像晒褪色的旧棉布，干燥地一天天翻过去。她照常上班，做家务，和他维持着必要的、浅淡的交流。像是合租一间房的陌生人，默契地遵守着某种公约。她以为自己已经适应了这种荒漠般的状态，直到那个普通的、毫无征兆的清晨。她站在浴室镜子前刷牙，电动牙刷发出单调的嗡嗡声。她吐掉泡沫，漱口，拿起毛巾擦脸。一抬眼，目光与镜中的自己相遇。她愣住了。镜子里的女人，头发梳理得整齐，脸上皮肤还好，眼角有了细纹，但不算明显。一切看起来都正常，甚至可以说是得体的。可是，那双眼睛……那是谁的眼睛？
曾经，那是被爱意浸润过的眼睛，亮晶晶的，看什么都带着一层柔光，望向他时，更是像蓄着两汪清澈的泉水，波光粼粼。如今，那两汪泉不见了。只剩下干涸的、空洞的湖床，没有波澜，没有倒影，甚至没有情绪，只有一片沉沉的、灰扑扑的漠然。像被风沙经年累月打磨过的戈壁石，粗糙，黯淡，吸走了所有光，却反射不出任何神采。她凑近镜子，几乎要贴到冰凉的玻璃上，死死盯着那双眼睛。试图在里面找到一点熟悉的痕迹，一点湿润的迹象，一点属于“她”的灵动。没有。什么都没有。只有一片寸草不生的荒芜，从眼底深处，蔓延开来，笼罩了整个面容。她抬起手，指尖颤抖着，轻轻触上镜面，触上那双荒漠之眼。
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