人生没有什么绝对幸福不幸福，就看你懂不懂知足。|叔本华|四月天|幸福|文王|柳絮|盛开

最近我睡眠不好，昨天晚上吃了自己做的咸菜，半夜口渴起来喝了两次水，休息不好，今天早上做事也没精神，心情也跟着烦躁。

真怀念年轻时候，困了很快入着，年龄大了，思想多了，躺下睡，都是睡睡醒醒。

早上喝了点牛奶和面包，我就去上班，今天阳光很好，天空很蓝，真是人间最美四月天。就是柳絮乱飞有点烦人，我爸打来电话，让我网上看看有没有合适的围网，想在菜地空出一块空间围起来养土鸡，这个想法我也很支持。

妈妈给我通视频，说家里菜园的菜多得吃不完，要是住得近，就能给我送点。她最近学会了拍视频，总给我发她种的花和菜，看着特别想念，我们都喜欢随手记下生活里的小事。

我家在农村，我也是农村长大的孩子，从树才活下来。现在柏树底下长满了荠菜，春天有城里人来挖，边挖边背《满江红》。

文王冢其实是空的。周文王真身埋在陕西，汤阴这个算“云祭拜”。小就不爱跟人打交道，喜欢安静，大多数时间都是独处，比起跟朋友来往，我更喜欢花草树木。

有时心烦的时候一个人走走，看看大自然，漫山遍野鲜花盛开，拍一点花花草草照片，还能做个文章配图，也不觉得孤单，可能小时候在农村生活习惯了。

没事做一点自己喜欢事情，写一点文章，喝茶，看书，日子虽然普通，也能有点滋味。叔本华说过，人越不依赖别人，日子越好过。独处的时候，才能看清自己，知道自己想要什么，路该怎么走。

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迷茫，甚至有点怀疑自己，头脑一片空白，也不知道写些什么，人这一辈子要做很多选择，想换种活法，又怕未知，最后往往选最稳妥的。